I did it!!!!!!!! This is callled Real Happiness

Yes !!  I did It.... This is what I always wanted to do... I ve got the curtain fall for the months of  waiting......I couldn't believe my ears... I talked to her... and she did talk to me.. Amazing.. there will never be a best moment of one's life than this.Today after talking to this girl .. I was walking on the road with trees on both sides but I felt like flying at altitudes.The feeling was like listening  a thousand sweet voices singing Alexi Murdoch's "All of  my Days" song at a camp fire on a winter mid night ...Ohh God  thanks a lot buddy..!!..she laughed when I was speaking some thing... what a sweet laugh... i do not need anymore sweets for  the next few years!!!Finally my second Job left me with a deep feeling of joy and inspiration --- Bye Bye

Its Last.. I am Lost

Enough ... its enough... The way she looked at me was like an unanswered question to me.It was not so serious.. but was like a straight question from her eyes."What the hell is wrong with you???".I really felt bad..Now I feel that I don't have to update anymore from today. I am Done...
                                                                                                  Good Bye...
                                                                                              
                                                                                           

A Way of "Away"

She doesn't even know that I was there.. ofcourse she doesn't have to know."Blue jackets are good for protecting from cold " She knew it ..I know that she ll go away ....ok ..ok I ll go away from her.Only thing is I really miss those little and cute smiles forever.

When she smiles.. the moon shines..

Today I have seen her twice ,one in the afternoon with a beautiful smile.. another in the evening with a smile that makes her more beautiful.Some times I feel that its a part of the nature... the sun shines.. star glows..wind blows..river flows  and she smiles.I guess that is the reason for her smile being pretty and cute.

Lucky Water !!!

I was supposed to write this on friday...such a lazy fellow I am ....Not a big thing to write but still  .. i want to write it.
Its friday today  she may be as colourful  as a butterfly..ofcourse she's always is...
You know the kind of feeling when someone you think of...do the same thing at the same place you did....I call it a miracle.. She washed her hands at the same tap where I did .The water was really lucky to touch her hands today.
Some times miracles happen dude!!!

When there are no words .....silence rules..

I was surrounded by walls of silence.... I knew she was there ... my eyes were not looking at her but my thoughts did...I thought of talking to her...but what should I talk???? .. I Felt that was'nt the right time to talk.. so I left the place in deep silence...One thing I noticed was....she looked  like a real angel down to earth!!!

Was like a shock of 1000000 volts!!!!!!

Ohhh God... why??? why ???.. I thought I would never see again..I thought I would be far far away from this... but still .. I had to.... Today the look she gave at me... was " awwwwwwwwwwwwsommmee".It was almost like a laser beam....I ve changed my mind and was about to leave in few dayzz.. but .. again... back to square one....still I can see the smile.... I guess today seemed pretty difficult day in my life!!!It was like an electric shock of 1000000 volts ...

This is the end of " pebbles and flowers "

Hi it took many days to publish this .... its because of some technical problems with blogger and networking problems with my computer .Any way this is the last post for this blog  as Friday 13  2011was the climax of this story.I think i would not be seeing the girl again .It was quite a wonderful experience writing all these sofar.

farewell decorations

Pink dress.. First table.. cafeteria...smiling..........do not have enough words to explain..
.Just got 4 x 9 = 36 hours of time to spend in here.After that  no  blogs,no writings,no updates....

Com-man man where Am I???

Count down started    its  8 now....Today I was sitting a little bit closer to her.Evening one of my pal called me to say that he has seen the other girl who  used to be with this girl in our home office,may be she could be an employee????If I had known this earlier I would have get a chance to talk to the girl I am thinking of.
Poor guy .. I am..!!!! Better luck next Time...