I did it!!!!!!!! This is callled Real Happiness

Yes !!  I did It.... This is what I always wanted to do... I ve got the curtain fall for the months of  waiting......I couldn't believe my ears... I talked to her... and she did talk to me.. Amazing.. there will never be a best moment of one's life than this.Today after talking to this girl .. I was walking on the road with trees on both sides but I felt like flying at altitudes.The feeling was like listening  a thousand sweet voices singing Alexi Murdoch's "All of  my Days" song at a camp fire on a winter mid night ...Ohh God  thanks a lot buddy..!!..she laughed when I was speaking some thing... what a sweet laugh... i do not need anymore sweets for  the next few years!!!Finally my second Job left me with a deep feeling of joy and inspiration --- Bye Bye

Its Last.. I am Lost

Enough ... its enough... The way she looked at me was like an unanswered question to me.It was not so serious.. but was like a straight question from her eyes."What the hell is wrong with you???".I really felt bad..Now I feel that I don't have to update anymore from today. I am Done...
                                                                                                  Good Bye...
                                                                                              
                                                                                           

A Way of "Away"

She doesn't even know that I was there.. ofcourse she doesn't have to know."Blue jackets are good for protecting from cold " She knew it ..I know that she ll go away ....ok ..ok I ll go away from her.Only thing is I really miss those little and cute smiles forever.

When she smiles.. the moon shines..

Today I have seen her twice ,one in the afternoon with a beautiful smile.. another in the evening with a smile that makes her more beautiful.Some times I feel that its a part of the nature... the sun shines.. star glows..wind blows..river flows  and she smiles.I guess that is the reason for her smile being pretty and cute.

Lucky Water !!!

I was supposed to write this on friday...such a lazy fellow I am ....Not a big thing to write but still  .. i want to write it.
Its friday today  she may be as colourful  as a butterfly..ofcourse she's always is...
You know the kind of feeling when someone you think of...do the same thing at the same place you did....I call it a miracle.. She washed her hands at the same tap where I did .The water was really lucky to touch her hands today.
Some times miracles happen dude!!!

When there are no words .....silence rules..

I was surrounded by walls of silence.... I knew she was there ... my eyes were not looking at her but my thoughts did...I thought of talking to her...but what should I talk???? .. I Felt that was'nt the right time to talk.. so I left the place in deep silence...One thing I noticed was....she looked  like a real angel down to earth!!!

Was like a shock of 1000000 volts!!!!!!

Ohhh God... why??? why ???.. I thought I would never see again..I thought I would be far far away from this... but still .. I had to.... Today the look she gave at me... was " awwwwwwwwwwwwsommmee".It was almost like a laser beam....I ve changed my mind and was about to leave in few dayzz.. but .. again... back to square one....still I can see the smile.... I guess today seemed pretty difficult day in my life!!!It was like an electric shock of 1000000 volts ...

This is the end of " pebbles and flowers "

Hi it took many days to publish this .... its because of some technical problems with blogger and networking problems with my computer .Any way this is the last post for this blog  as Friday 13  2011was the climax of this story.I think i would not be seeing the girl again .It was quite a wonderful experience writing all these sofar.

farewell decorations

Pink dress.. First table.. cafeteria...smiling..........do not have enough words to explain..
.Just got 4 x 9 = 36 hours of time to spend in here.After that  no  blogs,no writings,no updates....

Com-man man where Am I???

Count down started    its  8 now....Today I was sitting a little bit closer to her.Evening one of my pal called me to say that he has seen the other girl who  used to be with this girl in our home office,may be she could be an employee????If I had known this earlier I would have get a chance to talk to the girl I am thinking of.
Poor guy .. I am..!!!! Better luck next Time...

2 X 3 X 4 = Patience

It was a surprise to see her suddenly in cafeteria at 5:45 PM evening!Coz I thought she din't come today,
 of course she's been absent for the last 86400 seconds .We grabbed  some chairs  in front of her so that I can have a closer view of  her smile . Its the first time I heard her voice....it was like Timbre type female voice  .Suddenly I feel like talking to much of words and eating too much of sweet....its like I am dropped into an extreme state of ecstasy. Its been like 86400 yrs  I have never seen her even though it was a single day of 24 Hrs.

She is the Rapunzel !!!

Knew that she was sitting over there ,turning that side ...but I just dint want to look at her.may be I am just diverting myself to avoid her.She is in Brown dress.. looked like an antique piece from Egypt.She is best suitable for an Egyptian queen appearance  who has Wide and sharp eye brows  with deer eyes, shiny and bright face...Her hair is so long.. it just reminded me of an old story  which I had read about 14 yrs back about  a girl called Rapunzel who had  very long hair.It was a beautiful story where in a pretty girl called Rapunzel was imprisoned by a witch and finally how she manages to escapes with the help of her Long hair.

Am I dreaming !!!!??????

"Everything looks  beautiful and precious when they are going out of your hand."......Its the fact of every life .She is looking more happier,smarter and more pretty than she was  .She is in white chudidar with pink and violet designs on that.Some times I feel that we are not miles apart to see each other.. some other  times I feel that we are worlds apart to see each other...but what ever I feel at the end its all the same ... we are 20 table widths apart and the world is confined to  70 feet long cafeteria .Still we are strangers.I don't know what i think about her but   all I can say is.. She is like a Beautiful imaginary flower in my world of real dreams...

Feeling Blue...

She is in my favorite color dress BLUE.I like this color a lot.Almost 3 out of five days in a week I wear blue dress.Its first time I am seeing her in blue dress.She looks really kool.

Now a days I am feeling blue  thinking about her.Knew the reason... but it is inevitable .

Bumble bee

Yellow yellow  Beautifullo....lei è davvero bella   means  "she is really beautiful "in Italian .Day after day she is getting more beautiful than the previous day.Today I have seen her ,when I was about to leave that place i have seen her sitting  at the same pillar where she used to sit most of the times.Till now dint get a chance to talk to her.Thank god !! He has given me eyes  .. those doesn't need any permission to look at her.She looks like a bumble bee today...

 

Yellow are the taxi tops
the butterflies and bumblebees
sunflower
and falling leaves.

Yellow are the mustard fields
the colour of banana peel that
I stepped on and tripped

Yellow is for sun
ornaments of gold,
colour of papers
  that are preserved and old.  

Well known Stranger or unknown Friend????

Cream color I guess.. well I don't have much knowledge about colors ...but I am good at describing them.So it was like the fur color of a  Golden retriever puppy.She sat at 10:55 to me.I dint have much to say.. as I have said everything I could  about this girl.Well in few more days this daily blog is gonna be closed I guess for some reason.But before that I just want to talk to her at least once about anything... say the color of sky is blue,Clouds are always floating, Grapes are good for health,Venice city is beautiful to visit... like anything.. all that I need is a Situation to speak to her.I would rather let her go by like an unknown friend than  a well known stranger .

I see this Comet 5 days a week

She is in Pink just like the color of her cheeks when she smiles.Today for some reason I could not see her though she sat at 11:55 to me.Now a days I could see a huge competition for this girl  and the worst part is I might be out of the race in another 20 days I guess.There is a comet called Halley appears from earth for every 76 yrs..but for me this beautiful little star last for only 184 Days.I dont know if I can see this star after wards or may be I ll meet this star some where in my life....Coz I believe that Halley would definitely come in another 76 yrs............

Hum Hain Rahi Pyar Ke Phir Milenge Chalte Chalte

 

 

Smile with your Eyes !!!

She was already there Even before I did.There is something  special in this girl today...something  quite different from others.. and only unique to her.....whats that ???  whats that ???  Yes ..Got it....its her eyes.

She smiles with her eyes ....yes .. its true.. You don't believe me  If I say this but its true.She casts a magical fragrance through her eyes.Her green dress reflects in her eyes and she looks like a green eyed girl .Its very dangerous to look in to her eyes directly... they can sweep you off your feet and you will never get up !!!!
The best part is she can play any expression on her face and still looks beautiful...

Some times words are not enough !!!!!

Black and White   ..not exactly but close to something like that.May be she wants me not  to be able to identify the color of her dress.So far I   am just writing about her dress colors.I never try explain how she looks because   ...... "We don't need some beautiful words to explain  real pretty things.Its pretty by its nature".The first thing anyone should observe in her is her Smile.... such a beautiful smile  I have seen seldom.I have read a book "101 Things to do Before you Die"... I would say "The Only one smile to see before You Die". There was a Guy named WilliamWordsworth in 1795 said Daffodil flowers are the most beautiful thing on earth.If he had been  here now, then he would have agreed that he was absolutely wrong.

Well ...Its not a long way to Go

She is in RED .. looks like a RED Coral under the sea where clown fishes used to stay.I dint expect to see her today but it happened unexpectedly.May be in few more days i will not be able to see her over here..... the reason was .. an incident that happened yesterday at 4:30PM afternoon.Every journey comes to an end but I  never expected  this  journey to end so soon.Well anyway It s  gonna be the best moment in my journey..

Its a World of Black n White.

She is in Black & white combination.... I like the color Black a lot.Some people say Black is a bad color..actually its not that.Black  means absence of colors.So People who believe  the above are not prepared to see the world in Black and White.But some times Black and White shows the real colors in Life.

Green ,Greener Greenest

Every summer is going to be hotter than the previous one,Ofcourse you know the reason Ozone depletion.People say Go Green but they dont do that.People say plant trees but they dont plant.Thank god!!  atleast she is trying to save the human race through Green revolution.My wild guess says .. she always wears same color dress on two days in sequential .And she likes Green,pink,, light colors so she must be inclined towards smooth mentality.Any way she is more beautiful than yesterday just like the summer.

Green, green and green

I want a holiday with a scene
Of green, green and green

A summer of green trees
A landscape of green grass
A view full of green vegetables

The colour green
Is a beauty that must be seen!
From a moving vehicles screen

So for green, green and green
I will travel continents across and in-between
And also to any place that I have never been
I will make it routine
Just to see green, green and green

American SPY

She is damn beautiful in green dress today.Perhaps that could be the reason that made me looked at her after many days.I don't want to stare at her coz once i do .. i cant escape from her sight.So  oflate I am used to look at her  like a spy...

Gold in Black

She is in Black dress with some yellowish designs on that.these designs seems  very old design and i have seen this kind of design when i was a kid.When ever I go to shopping with my mom  i used to stare at the designs on the sarees.

Angry ??? Smiling???

I dont know if she is around... but when one of my colleague told me she is there   ..i ve just looked at her.All that i could see was an angry face with a smile on it.

Exactly but not Absolutely

I don't want to know , where she is ? My eyes stopped searching for her for some time.But mind was still pursuing  her signs.I know where she is now but don't want to let my eyes stare at her.
So practically i don't know weather i m seeing her.

Run 2K11

After a long time like 3 days  seeing her for the first time today in Cafeteria ..she is in her favorite color dress ..Dint feel like looking at her.Thought of avoiding her  for some time (In fact  i feel like being avoided by her for some time).Got a shocking newzzzzz!!!  Till today i thought i was the only guy.... who follows her ..but the truth is there are many  and the worst part is they all are around me.Don't know if she can find it or not but let the game continue...... why to let other players got off from the track. So its getting more tough than I thought.....!

Its a Rainy summer

Evening I went to cafeteria  .. and about at 5: 25 PM... its cloudy out side.....We were sitting outside  corridor .Suddenly it started  raining and more and more even more .... now its raining heavily. Its great to have a rain in hot summer in Bangalore.weather became so chilly and started smelling  like delicious... i usually call this smell delicious as i like it!!!.

We came inside she was out there!!!!! There i found the element of surprise..  that's why it started raining .. what a miracle... I ve got away with a feeling like the  .. heat  got away with cool rain...

Kon..fuse..ed

Idint see it.Did I????? damn right I dint see it ..no way how come its possible to miss it.May be i might have seen but forgot that i have .Is this hallucination ? or illusion ? Imagination?
 These are the questions strike my mind when ever i leave cafeteria after seeing her.These are just to make sure that I have seen her.Guess her favorite color is PINK .. most of the times she wears some pink color dress and even today.Well i have seen her but not clearly ? of course absolutely but not exactly? hmm..ouchhh.. I am utterly confused today...May be Brain fog??????

Sunset of a cool summer

Orange  color dress ......she looks like an Australian Orange today.I dint look at her deliberately but just tried to look at her.I cant say how she looks today but damn sure that she is as pretty as a little white  Lilly flower. She resembles an orange sunset that says 'Hey  Moon  go on ...I am here to see you in the morning'

Loving Live

A big day for all and India vs Pak cricket so a big day for India.
Afternoon in cafeteria I have seen her  she was kool today.I dint feel like eating much as I had lots of sweets.I feel like giving her a sweet but how  should I introduce me to her?She dint even know me yet.Seems she is also fond of cricket so she stayed back in cafeteria for sometime.I sat right behind her watching her all the time.Today i was about to talk to her and i've created a situation for that but some where something wrong happened and everything got messed up suddenly.after India scored 100 runs she left .She is watching the match just to enjoy the play,I am watching the match just to catch her sight.
one  scene with different notions.

A snow strom in a dark island

The girl is in white dress and looks like a white peacock.Morning  i couldn't find her but evening i did.it was a bit cloudy so  a little bit darker in the cafeteria but her appearance   has generated thousand volts flash lightning  over there.All the people there were busy in watching srilanka Vs Newzealand match except me.I know why? But don't know What? and when? It was like a snow storm in a dark island

Ohh GOD !!! She swept me off my feet....

Just now  I have been  to the cafeteria as the colleague called me .She was there.Today I feel like going with her.Went to ground floor (don't know if she gets in to the same lift but my luck says YES)  gets into an elevator and presses 1 and then 6 so that i can pick her up in 1 st floor.She got in.We both are standing at opposite  corners diagonally.I kept on staring at her.what i miracle she is damnnnnnn !!beautiful than I have expected.Its..its like a magical moment for me ..Really a wonderful experience... being with her in that elevator .. it feels like we are the two people in a world  of elevators....haaaaaa

what can I say... she swept me off my feet .

A prize for everyone!!!

Its coming in two days..... The world is waiting for this... Its the day that  started creating history... its the day that every human feels proud of ..its the day that ????....... no more words.. just wait n see

The art of ignoring

Its been a long gap  since the last post.Was tired for the last three days because of team outing on friday.It was really a "FRY" day.Today she came in some color less colored dress  but its really good.I feel like she is ignoring me  coz  she dint even looked at me,smiled at me or atleast dint even give a angry look .It would be nice if she had done some thing coz  every expression is perfectly suited for this girl's face.So i dont want to see her face without any expression.I am thinking that it will be good if i give some time to her to get some kind of feel about me.....

There is a woman behind every man!!!!

She sat right behind me..... its a position which i can not see unless i turn my head about 180 degrees.
Green dress on a Thursday, make mine a great day!!.I finished my lunch and stood up just to see her, but she is interested in eating lunch than selling  a smile to me.But I know her subconscious mind's frontal lobe which holds short term memory of events thinking about my presence over there.One of my colleague lost his carrier bag  so was in search of that.Don't know what they are doing may be mocking at me???

I am the red in the rose, the flowers
on the blankets on your bedroom floor....

I am the green in the grass that bends back
from underneath your feet....

And I am the blue in the back alley view
where the horizon and the rooftops meet....

Gone in 60 seconds

Just now feel like going to cafeteria .As my wild guess always says she is there...yes she is.....
I started pretending like  watching the Pakisthan vs Westindies cricket match.I thought she would be there for some more time but by the time i checked out the bakery  she left .I could see only the  dress passing by.
Unexpected ending for today's expectation .she left the place  like a never return angel with unstoppable wings!!!

Pink mania

Again pink flowers on a white dress.I found her when i was about to leave cafeteria.Today i dint feel like going  near the lake so i relaxed at the lawn out side the office building.Its hot outside  so thought of going to library   which is surrounded by paper made books which are good absorbent of heat so definitely keeps me kool.i opened a book called "The Bangalore"  a small tree with full of pink flowers appeared.I Closed my eyes to escape this pink fever.. instead of seeing dark i m seeing pink colour  ..ohh god .. got back to the desk

Pink Panther

Pink  chudidar with white combination...    suites well for this girl.Today she is a little more interesting.. but  oflate i am not  looking at her.may be sivthuiejhjgjghjghuiyybvhjmsldiutercve   ...cant even express in words.But she is cute today even from a long distance.

Evening my sixth sense worked so fast so I went there with the colleague.. as I guess she is there  but with some pink shirt guy.. may be brother....???
One thing i couldn't understand is  she is still cute ... how come a girl can be cute all the day????
Mazikkkkk 

There's a beautiful, pink flower in my garden.
A beautiful, pink rose that blooms every year.
Its leaves are rough and pointy at the ends,
With many designs going every which way.
Its thorns are sharp like the blade of a knife,
Looking threatening as they stick out of the stem.

To me,
This beautiful pink rose symbolizes the beginning of Spring.
The beginning of a new day, a new year.

Missing the miss in 4 th floor

Today I am not feeling well.. caught cold last night and a bit of headache.Even she is in cafeteria i couldn't see.Evening went to tea at 5:55 PM .while returning to floor  it stopped in 4 th floor.When the door was about to close  , i found that she is in the lobby waiting to go down.Just missed .. some times it happens after all with out missing something we ll never know the value when we get it.

Drink lots of water in Summer when you are thirsty

Today i went to lunch  little bit late like 15 min.She 's already there sitting at thentrance  i mean not exactly there somewhat near to entrance.May be she thinks that its the easy way to escape from me.. or what..Our great colleagues sat outside where we dont even feel like eating if we see the girls outside.I have finished my lunch so fast.. by the time i return she is still there as if she wanted to see me.
I took the glass of water  at near by water filter and started drinking  one glass after another ..just to say that I can spend all my life drinking water seeing the girl...

Have seen super moon so soon

Big day for me.........Today i went to cafetaria... searching for her. She came and dint find any vacant seats..searching searching.. finally got some in front of me.. slightly at 1:10  Clk.Guess this is the first time she is sitting so closer ...felt like a flower encounter from a point blank( meaning Make sense or nonsense).. any way

day by day getting closer 

step by step making me boozer

summer becomes like a hot geiser

becareful and don't let me a loser....... wow... what a poetry... its amazing..

Back to work again from friend's marriage

Was on vacation for the last three days,got back in the morning ....Her status show yellow means OFFLINE..so thought she wouldn't come today.But got surprised to see her in cafeteria all of a sudden.Any way nice to see her after  some gap.She is looking for a place to sit and have lunch with her friend ... by the time we vacated she found some empty seats some where.

Missing my elevator

We went outside to have lunch.I was looking for a way to see her today.seems theres gonna be no way today...
Nice andhra meals......after a long time...

I got to the cafetaria ..as usual my 6th sense started working and she is there ..as if she is waiting for me.I have taken a grape juice which i am used to recently..they moved to wash room.. i skip them and then droped at lift lobby,acting as if i m lacing my shoe.I ve been waiting waiting... but how long i have two legs so  only two shoes.. Just got into one elevator thinking that she is in,but it wasn't.I got to 6 th floor missing a elevator journey with her.Again went back to 1 st floor only to see that shes getting into a lift and the door closed even before i get in.

Everlasting elevator

Got to the cafetaria as per the instructions given by a colleague.Ahhh!!! she is out there!!!.Again with the guy(brother i hope).Hope my colleague will be suspected soon... They are going........we are about to leave as soon as they did.Got into the same elevator with some difficulty.. i don't know why ..i dint even look at her...donno what exactly happened to me...all the time and all the way i was playing on the mobile phone buttons as if i got some important call....shut... next time i wouldn't do the same..

Out side lunch made me miss you so much....!!!!

Today i dint get a chance to see her.We all went to lunch outside.Even my 6 th sense dint workedout today.. Total bad luck....may be i ll see her tomorrow.

Fear keeps you in cubicle...Hope sets you find everything..

Evening one of my colleague asked me to accompany for tea.I just checked  her presence ..its blue means away.
I dont know y but most of the time my sixth sense works.This time no exception ....i ve found her in cafetaria....in Green colour dress....Thanks to my 6th sense...