I did it!!!!!!!! This is callled Real Happiness

Yes !!  I did It.... This is what I always wanted to do... I ve got the curtain fall for the months of  waiting......I couldn't believe my ears... I talked to her... and she did talk to me.. Amazing.. there will never be a best moment of one's life than this.Today after talking to this girl .. I was walking on the road with trees on both sides but I felt like flying at altitudes.The feeling was like listening  a thousand sweet voices singing Alexi Murdoch's "All of  my Days" song at a camp fire on a winter mid night ...Ohh God  thanks a lot buddy..!!..she laughed when I was speaking some thing... what a sweet laugh... i do not need anymore sweets for  the next few years!!!Finally my second Job left me with a deep feeling of joy and inspiration --- Bye Bye

Its Last.. I am Lost

Enough ... its enough... The way she looked at me was like an unanswered question to me.It was not so serious.. but was like a straight question from her eyes."What the hell is wrong with you???".I really felt bad..Now I feel that I don't have to update anymore from today. I am Done...
                                                                                                  Good Bye...
                                                                                              
                                                                                           

A Way of "Away"

She doesn't even know that I was there.. ofcourse she doesn't have to know."Blue jackets are good for protecting from cold " She knew it ..I know that she ll go away ....ok ..ok I ll go away from her.Only thing is I really miss those little and cute smiles forever.

When she smiles.. the moon shines..

Today I have seen her twice ,one in the afternoon with a beautiful smile.. another in the evening with a smile that makes her more beautiful.Some times I feel that its a part of the nature... the sun shines.. star glows..wind blows..river flows  and she smiles.I guess that is the reason for her smile being pretty and cute.

Lucky Water !!!

I was supposed to write this on friday...such a lazy fellow I am ....Not a big thing to write but still  .. i want to write it.
Its friday today  she may be as colourful  as a butterfly..ofcourse she's always is...
You know the kind of feeling when someone you think of...do the same thing at the same place you did....I call it a miracle.. She washed her hands at the same tap where I did .The water was really lucky to touch her hands today.
Some times miracles happen dude!!!

When there are no words .....silence rules..

I was surrounded by walls of silence.... I knew she was there ... my eyes were not looking at her but my thoughts did...I thought of talking to her...but what should I talk???? .. I Felt that was'nt the right time to talk.. so I left the place in deep silence...One thing I noticed was....she looked  like a real angel down to earth!!!

Was like a shock of 1000000 volts!!!!!!

Ohhh God... why??? why ???.. I thought I would never see again..I thought I would be far far away from this... but still .. I had to.... Today the look she gave at me... was " awwwwwwwwwwwwsommmee".It was almost like a laser beam....I ve changed my mind and was about to leave in few dayzz.. but .. again... back to square one....still I can see the smile.... I guess today seemed pretty difficult day in my life!!!It was like an electric shock of 1000000 volts ...

This is the end of " pebbles and flowers "

Hi it took many days to publish this .... its because of some technical problems with blogger and networking problems with my computer .Any way this is the last post for this blog  as Friday 13  2011was the climax of this story.I think i would not be seeing the girl again .It was quite a wonderful experience writing all these sofar.

farewell decorations

Pink dress.. First table.. cafeteria...smiling..........do not have enough words to explain..
.Just got 4 x 9 = 36 hours of time to spend in here.After that  no  blogs,no writings,no updates....

Com-man man where Am I???

Count down started    its  8 now....Today I was sitting a little bit closer to her.Evening one of my pal called me to say that he has seen the other girl who  used to be with this girl in our home office,may be she could be an employee????If I had known this earlier I would have get a chance to talk to the girl I am thinking of.
Poor guy .. I am..!!!! Better luck next Time...

2 X 3 X 4 = Patience

It was a surprise to see her suddenly in cafeteria at 5:45 PM evening!Coz I thought she din't come today,
 of course she's been absent for the last 86400 seconds .We grabbed  some chairs  in front of her so that I can have a closer view of  her smile . Its the first time I heard her voice....it was like Timbre type female voice  .Suddenly I feel like talking to much of words and eating too much of sweet....its like I am dropped into an extreme state of ecstasy. Its been like 86400 yrs  I have never seen her even though it was a single day of 24 Hrs.

She is the Rapunzel !!!

Knew that she was sitting over there ,turning that side ...but I just dint want to look at her.may be I am just diverting myself to avoid her.She is in Brown dress.. looked like an antique piece from Egypt.She is best suitable for an Egyptian queen appearance  who has Wide and sharp eye brows  with deer eyes, shiny and bright face...Her hair is so long.. it just reminded me of an old story  which I had read about 14 yrs back about  a girl called Rapunzel who had  very long hair.It was a beautiful story where in a pretty girl called Rapunzel was imprisoned by a witch and finally how she manages to escapes with the help of her Long hair.

Am I dreaming !!!!??????

"Everything looks  beautiful and precious when they are going out of your hand."......Its the fact of every life .She is looking more happier,smarter and more pretty than she was  .She is in white chudidar with pink and violet designs on that.Some times I feel that we are not miles apart to see each other.. some other  times I feel that we are worlds apart to see each other...but what ever I feel at the end its all the same ... we are 20 table widths apart and the world is confined to  70 feet long cafeteria .Still we are strangers.I don't know what i think about her but   all I can say is.. She is like a Beautiful imaginary flower in my world of real dreams...

Feeling Blue...

She is in my favorite color dress BLUE.I like this color a lot.Almost 3 out of five days in a week I wear blue dress.Its first time I am seeing her in blue dress.She looks really kool.

Now a days I am feeling blue  thinking about her.Knew the reason... but it is inevitable .

Bumble bee

Yellow yellow  Beautifullo....lei è davvero bella   means  "she is really beautiful "in Italian .Day after day she is getting more beautiful than the previous day.Today I have seen her ,when I was about to leave that place i have seen her sitting  at the same pillar where she used to sit most of the times.Till now dint get a chance to talk to her.Thank god !! He has given me eyes  .. those doesn't need any permission to look at her.She looks like a bumble bee today...

 

Yellow are the taxi tops
the butterflies and bumblebees
sunflower
and falling leaves.

Yellow are the mustard fields
the colour of banana peel that
I stepped on and tripped

Yellow is for sun
ornaments of gold,
colour of papers
  that are preserved and old.  

Well known Stranger or unknown Friend????

Cream color I guess.. well I don't have much knowledge about colors ...but I am good at describing them.So it was like the fur color of a  Golden retriever puppy.She sat at 10:55 to me.I dint have much to say.. as I have said everything I could  about this girl.Well in few more days this daily blog is gonna be closed I guess for some reason.But before that I just want to talk to her at least once about anything... say the color of sky is blue,Clouds are always floating, Grapes are good for health,Venice city is beautiful to visit... like anything.. all that I need is a Situation to speak to her.I would rather let her go by like an unknown friend than  a well known stranger .

I see this Comet 5 days a week

She is in Pink just like the color of her cheeks when she smiles.Today for some reason I could not see her though she sat at 11:55 to me.Now a days I could see a huge competition for this girl  and the worst part is I might be out of the race in another 20 days I guess.There is a comet called Halley appears from earth for every 76 yrs..but for me this beautiful little star last for only 184 Days.I dont know if I can see this star after wards or may be I ll meet this star some where in my life....Coz I believe that Halley would definitely come in another 76 yrs............

Hum Hain Rahi Pyar Ke Phir Milenge Chalte Chalte

 

 

Smile with your Eyes !!!

She was already there Even before I did.There is something  special in this girl today...something  quite different from others.. and only unique to her.....whats that ???  whats that ???  Yes ..Got it....its her eyes.

She smiles with her eyes ....yes .. its true.. You don't believe me  If I say this but its true.She casts a magical fragrance through her eyes.Her green dress reflects in her eyes and she looks like a green eyed girl .Its very dangerous to look in to her eyes directly... they can sweep you off your feet and you will never get up !!!!
The best part is she can play any expression on her face and still looks beautiful...

Some times words are not enough !!!!!

Black and White   ..not exactly but close to something like that.May be she wants me not  to be able to identify the color of her dress.So far I   am just writing about her dress colors.I never try explain how she looks because   ...... "We don't need some beautiful words to explain  real pretty things.Its pretty by its nature".The first thing anyone should observe in her is her Smile.... such a beautiful smile  I have seen seldom.I have read a book "101 Things to do Before you Die"... I would say "The Only one smile to see before You Die". There was a Guy named WilliamWordsworth in 1795 said Daffodil flowers are the most beautiful thing on earth.If he had been  here now, then he would have agreed that he was absolutely wrong.

Well ...Its not a long way to Go

She is in RED .. looks like a RED Coral under the sea where clown fishes used to stay.I dint expect to see her today but it happened unexpectedly.May be in few more days i will not be able to see her over here..... the reason was .. an incident that happened yesterday at 4:30PM afternoon.Every journey comes to an end but I  never expected  this  journey to end so soon.Well anyway It s  gonna be the best moment in my journey..